I love the fact that life presents so many challenges and then turns right around and blesses you. If I sat down and typed up all that 2010 has delivered to me, you would first laugh, then look at me in disbelief, and then laugh your ass off again.
For what ever reason, while I do in a sense feel beat, I don't feel defeated, if that makes any sense!
Right now, at a very weak point I feel so strong! I am broke as hell, and have not a clue on how I am going to make it past the month, let alone out the year. A second job would be the ideal answer BUT I have a family to look after, one vehicle and classes to attend. A second gig just doesn't look promising right now.
One this is for sure, I got on the damn scale on Tuesday and almost died! LOL LOL I am back at the 170 mark! How and why do I let this happen to me every time? Why am I playing the yo yo game instead of just heading straight for the gotdamn capital. Ugh.
Stress, that's the reason why.
All I can do is just shake it, and continue to plan and move right on along.
Join me LOL
