Friday, November 12, 2010

To stay or to leave..... Is that really a question?

Ok, so why the hell is life so stressful. And why is it so difficult to gain control of things that seem so within reach. I have worked with the same organization for almost six years. I watched just as much wrong doing as good. But why is it that i am still never amazed at all of the things done that's wrong???

Cause my ass is a slave to a pay check.
Now ain't that a bitch.


So now is the time for me to free my self and venture off into my new world. I am awaiting the over due return of my husband, the union of my family, the introduction of the raw lifestyle and so much more.

I am not sure how I ever became so complacent and comfortable with my current situation. I am not sure how I let them win me over by giving me a raise one year and nixing out on me the next. The bigger question is WHY did I let them do it.

But I guess there is no need to cry over spilled milk. I have learned a lot and now it is time for me to move on. I am really excited about relocating. I will be close to my mom, so she can spend more time with our kid and me and hubby and re-connect the way we have envisioned for some time now. With this extra help the financial strain will be lifted off my shoulders for a bit so I can then focus on school - just saying that is exciting.


From the looks of it I think next week is the week that I drop my notice in... this should be exciting lol lol lol